Dapat kasi di na pinupuntahan pa yung acct niya para hindi nasasaktan.
“Some people don’t understand the promises they’re making when they make them,” I said.
"Right, of course. But you keep the promise anyway. That’s what love is. Love is keeping the promise anyway.”
october 2 na. Pero ngayon pa lang ako magsusulat about sa 1st day ng october ko. :3
Ngayong month lang ako di naexcite na 1 na. Kadalasan kasi pag first day ng month na eexcite talaga ako. After three days, is the day I’ve been waiting for. The 4th of the month. Once this day would come,a bliss emotion would fill me up and the thought of reaching this day with him keeps me to hold on much longer. But not anymore. He already ended it? No. i should say he don’t want me to bother him anymore. He wanted me to stop. Well he asked for time and space, I gave him what he wanted pero ako nangungulit pa din. haha. Namiss ko lang naman siya eh. :3 Sa totoo lang kahapon lang ako nagparamdam ulit sa kanya and worst pa yung naramdaman ko. </3 well sana hindi na lang pala ako nagparamdam. Nagpamiss na lang dapat din ako hahaha as if naman kung namimiss niya din ako haha ;(
gusto ko na umiyak yung mga time na yun sa school. But no. Ayoko na umiyak. Nakakapagod na. haha seryoso po. Simula nung friday, walang araw na hindi ako umiyak. Iyakin nga kasi ako. hays. :( Sa kanya ko lang to nagawa.
Pero may mga tao na kahit na hindi mo hilingin na pasayahin ka nila, they still would make you happy. :)) Kahit na sobrang sakit ng nararamdaman ko kahapon, nakuha ko pa din ngumiti at tumawa ng malakas. Kung titingnan mo nga ako kahapon parang wala akong pinagdadaanan na mabigat. :) I want to be happy, i want to get happy. Tho mahirap sa ngayon, pero kakayanin ko. :)
But there is one thing na narealize ko kahapon. oo choice mo maging masaya o hindi. Pero at the end of the day, kahit gaanong pilit mo maging masaya, All the emotions that you did not let out that day will crush you once na mag isa ka na lang. So at the end of the day, still I end up crying.
i love the way you call me baby.
And i miss you so much.
I love you, you piece of shit. And I won’t get tired saying those words to you.
I was there for you in your darkest times, I was there for you in your darkest nights. But I wonder where were you when I was at my worst down on my knees and you said you had my back.