She keeps it all to herself

/nei/

Ramdam na ramdam ko yung sakit lalo na pag gabi.
imyouraugustus:

batangsutelle:
Nakakamiss yung tipong halos buong araw tayo magkausap o magkatext. Yung kahit ang walang kwenta ng pinag-uusapan natin okay lang basta mag-kausap tayo. Yung kahit puro korni yung jokes mo. Yung kahit paulit ulit nalang tayo ng sinasabi minsan okay lang. Yung hindi lilipas ang isang araw na hindi tayo mag-uusap, hindi lilipas ang isang araw na hindi mo ko mapapatawa o mapapangiti man lang. Yung hindi lilipas ang isang araw na kahit isang message galing sayo may matatanggap ako. Kaso Anong nangyari? Bigla nalang nawala lahat ng yon, bigla ka nalang nawala. kung alam mo lang, Sobrang miss ko na yung dati, minsan iniisip ko “Babalik pa kaya tayo sa dati?” Miss ko na kasi yung kakulitan mo, kaingayan mo, kakornihan mo, kadaldalan mo. Miss na kita, sobra.

imyouraugustus:

batangsutelle:

Nakakamiss yung tipong halos buong araw tayo magkausap o magkatext. Yung kahit ang walang kwenta ng pinag-uusapan natin okay lang basta mag-kausap tayo. Yung kahit puro korni yung jokes mo. Yung kahit paulit ulit nalang tayo ng sinasabi minsan okay lang. Yung hindi lilipas ang isang araw na hindi tayo mag-uusap, hindi lilipas ang isang araw na hindi mo ko mapapatawa o mapapangiti man lang. Yung hindi lilipas ang isang araw na kahit isang message galing sayo may matatanggap ako. Kaso Anong nangyari? Bigla nalang nawala lahat ng yon, bigla ka nalang nawala. kung alam mo lang, Sobrang miss ko na yung dati, minsan iniisip ko “Babalik pa kaya tayo sa dati?” Miss ko na kasi yung kakulitan mo, kaingayan mo, kakornihan mo, kadaldalan mo. Miss na kita, sobra.

Dapat kasi di na pinupuntahan pa yung acct niya para hindi nasasaktan.

Masakit?
Hindi lang ikaw ang nakakaranas niyan. Maraming tao dito ang nasasaktan pero kahit nasasaktan na sila, pinipilit pa rin nilang ngumiti. Kaya ikaw ingiti mo na lang yan, kahit ang sakit sakit na. (via sikolohistang-baliw)
I’m not okay not being yours
foreverandalwayskaitlyn (via traceeyxo)

“Some people don’t understand the promises they’re making when they make them,” I said.

"Right, of course. But you keep the promise anyway. That’s what love is. Love is keeping the promise anyway.”

John Green, The Fault in Our Stars (via kushandwizdom)
You must make a decision that you are going to move on. It wont happen automatically. You will have to rise up and say, ‘I don’t care how hard this is, I don’t care how disappointed I am, I’m not going to let this get the best of me. I’m moving on with my life.
(via 1112pm)

october 2 na. Pero ngayon pa lang ako magsusulat about sa 1st day ng october ko. :3

Ngayong month lang ako di naexcite na 1 na. Kadalasan kasi pag first day ng month na eexcite talaga ako. After three days, is the day I’ve been waiting for. The 4th of the month. Once this day would come,a bliss emotion would fill me up and the thought of reaching this day with him keeps me to hold on much longer. But not anymore. He already ended it? No. i should say he don’t want me to bother him anymore. He wanted me to stop. Well he asked for time and space, I gave him what he wanted pero ako nangungulit pa din. haha. Namiss ko lang naman siya eh. :3 Sa totoo lang kahapon lang ako nagparamdam ulit sa kanya and worst pa yung naramdaman ko. </3 well sana hindi na lang pala ako nagparamdam. Nagpamiss na lang dapat din ako hahaha as if naman kung namimiss niya din ako haha ;(

gusto ko na umiyak yung mga time na yun sa school. But no. Ayoko na umiyak. Nakakapagod na. haha seryoso po. Simula nung friday, walang araw na hindi ako umiyak. Iyakin nga kasi ako. hays. :( Sa kanya ko lang to nagawa.

Pero may mga tao na kahit na hindi mo hilingin na pasayahin ka nila, they still would make you happy. :)) Kahit na sobrang sakit ng nararamdaman ko kahapon, nakuha ko pa din ngumiti at tumawa ng malakas. Kung titingnan mo nga ako kahapon parang wala akong pinagdadaanan na mabigat. :) I want to be happy, i want to get happy. Tho mahirap sa ngayon, pero kakayanin ko. :)

But there is one thing na narealize ko kahapon. oo choice mo maging masaya o hindi. Pero at the end of the day, kahit gaanong pilit mo maging masaya, All the emotions that you did not let out that day will crush you once na mag isa ka na lang. So at the end of the day, still I end up crying.

We all have a someone we fucking don’t want to let go.
Unknown (via stevenbong)

nineteenfoxes:

i love the way you call me baby.

And i miss you so much.

She’s the type of girl that can be so hurt but can still look at you and smile
(via edendewit)

wellyemonster:

I love you, you piece of shit. And I won’t get tired saying those words to you. 

wellyemonster:

I was there for you in your darkest times, I was there for you in your darkest nights. But I wonder where were you when I was at my worst down on my knees and you said you had my back.

Just fucking stay with me
why is it so hard for you to stay? (via sikolohistang-baliw)
Losing you was like the other part of me has gone.
You used to complete me
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